i'm very tired
sighs
did stupid hall thing till so late
then cus i was so tired, so dirty
so i just slept on the floor in my room
o wells
after lessons just now
i came back n totally ko-ed
o wells
need to study
sighs
feel kinda screwed
o wells
i realised
no matter what i do
to some ppl,
i'm just normal frens
i'd never be a good fren
sometimes i feel more like an aqquaintance
i mean i know that i'm not that good a fren
but u guys dont have to like make it so obvious and totally in my face right
even though
i know all along that u dun really like me
dun really treat me life a fren..
but bloody hell it still hurts
it upsets me
i wonder
why do i even bother to try to be frens
since obviously u dun treat me like one
and i know that you dun exactly like me
if u want to be exclusive in your frens
fine
whatever
ur 'exclusive' group of frens
i dont care
i dont want to be a part of it
i know i'm weird
but so are you
u might say some ppl lack the social skill and situational awareness
buy guess what
so do u
not that i'm very good either
but u aint great
fine, granted u're smart
but so what?
u should stop riding on your high horse
cus we have the same frens
i have no choice but to put up with u
sighs
ur fren is right in not wanting his sister to know you better
u're not a very nice guy
and i think he knew that u're not a good guy either.